Depression
It’s not like being sad. You begin to feel depressed and it’s like a drug. You almost crave that feeling. Even if it’s a low feeling, you feel high on it at the same time. It’s difficult to explain depression. I’d try but you would never understand. It isn’t like you have control over it. The small part you do have control over decides to chose depression over anything else because in reality it’s easier to be depressed then it is to be happy. It comes so naturally after a while any other feeling becomes awkward and uncomfortable. It’s becomes un natural to feel okay. Depression is almost like an addiction in itself, I am not sure why…. It’s the worst feeling in the world, but it is an addiction
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